TrashedAsh

So I haven't even written here since 2010.. kinda sad. But it's never too late to start. The past two weeks have been somewhat of a challenge for me, but I've started to figure out some things. And I've also learned a lot since then. Looking back at my last post made me feel a bit helpless, but now I feel like it's helping me get my brain and my wants back on track. I can't tell you what it feels like to watch someone you love become friendly with another person that has run a bus over yourself and the person you love and then proceed to back the bus up over you two again and again. It's been an ongoing process that has left me exhausted and

Soo like, I don't even know why I'm writing one of these right now. I felt like I needed at least ONE of these. So here it is: Sitting here, getting really tired, listening to a special someone yawn and drink blue coolaide, and that's right after he just sang like a cow. Just kidding.. :heart: But for the past four hours I've been studying for my written driving test and I still haven't absorbed anything I just studied. Who needs to know the fines and number of jail days for non-driving minors and driving minors drinking? Worry about that if you get caught doing that. Fun stuff. I think I'm about to fall asleep in a little bit. No school tom